What IS This Feeling?

I am awake, I am alive, and this morning I had to stop. I felt … different. I had to determine what this strange feeling was.

I wasn’t excited or anxious.
I wasn’t scared or nervous.
I wasn’t stressed or exhausted.

Finally, I arrived at a word that seemed to fit – content, as in “without need for anything more than all I have” and it feels good, really good.

But then, as I poured coffee and listened to kitty speak, I realized it was more than that. I felt … rich. I felt … blessed. I felt … grateful.

It was long road from the dark days to here but I don’t think I would appreciate here as much if I hadn’t been there. So this is me, sipping coffee, snuggling my furrmate, savouring the moment, my life, and my relationship with you.

Thank you for being a blessing. Thank you for making me rich in all the ways that matter.




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